[sticky entry] Sticky: Introduction

Nov. 9th, 2023 04:21 pm
haitangkitty: (Default)


Hi!
I'm a 20-something queer woman(she/her) who loves BL, GL, films, and kpop. I write both original works and fanfiction.

My main interests:
  • 2ha
  • Kpop: Stray Kids, Le sserafim, Red Velvet, NJZ, Enhypen, TXT, SHINee + XG, f5ve and &team
  • TV: Interview with the Vampire, House of the Dragon
  • Anime: Madoka Magica, Evangelion
  • Films (especially queer films)
  • Queer visual novels
Currently I post more about music than BL&GL.
Personal posts are locked.
haitangkitty: (sakura selfie)


I was at a music festival this Saturday and had lot of fun. Artists i saw: yullola, murrettumeri, pearly drops, grande mahogany, lust for youth and erika de casier<3 i'm super sad that i missed seda bodega because i felt really ill and had to left early. I've been having weird health issues again...

New releases:

- PinkPantheress new mixtape: love it! It's more upbeat than her previous music but i like it as much. Unfortunately the whole thing is only 20mins... fave song: illegal 
- Erika de Casier new suprise album: really like it! She performed some new songs at the concert too!
- Lately into: kero kero bonito, halcali, serani poji, poison girlfriend, dream dolphin
- New ggs: i started to like kiiikiii, checked rescene and say my name
 
Today's releases:
 
- TripleS new album: <ASSEMBLE25> 
I really liked the whole album. The title track "Are you alive" is really good. I'm only a casual listener but want to get into them more.

- MEOVV debut album: "EYES OPEN VVIDE"
This album only had 2 unreleased tracks. I liked them both and was suprised to find out the members(Gawon and Narin) were in the writing credits. I really like this album. I already did one gym session listening to it. The vibe is so cool and fresh, it's a lifestyle.

Next month lot of comebacks. Looking most forward to Seulrene and Enhypen(amazing concept cinema! Vampires and desire...)

Also f5ve makes me really wanna get into jpop. Back in my middle school weeb era i actually only listened to Ai Otsuka and Ayumi Hamasaki. I've been listening to AKB48 again(i think upcoming summer inspires me). Also been listening to E-girls and Happiness.

haitangkitty: (Salakavala f5ve)


F5ve debut album is finally here! I've been waiting for it since last July when i found them from their single "Underground" which was my song of the summer, maybe song of the year(my second most replayed song in 2024). I loved all the songs they've released so far. I even ended up liking Firetruck especially the umru remix.

The new songs:

Sugar Free Venom ft.Kesha
Love it!! Delicious and fresh. Probably my summer anthem

Television
Seductive club banger. Love it.

Bow Chika Wow Wow
Another banger. Makes me wanna dance

Jump
Cute hyperpop song. Sounds like an anime opening.

Real Girl
Such happy go lucky vibes.

I don't know if it's too soon to say but this is a 10/10 album for me. I feel like it was specially made for me. Time will tell but i think it will be one of my favorite albums. The MVs, visuals in general and merch are also so cool. I think F5ve will become my new personality...

haitangkitty: (ningning)
 I'm not doing an April wrap up this month because i haven't really watched or read anything. Only fanfiction...but im gonna go see Queer and Sinners in the theaters this month.

Also the lesbian dating reality series ToGetHer has a controvesy now concerning one member and it's really depressing because it's about her past with an abusive ex boyfriend and cam girling and now one participant accuses her of trying to pimp her. The production team decided to cut out her scenes...i'm not sure if i want to continue the series...

I sent an application to a writing program. I almost gave up but i did end up finishing my texts and sending them. They aren't the best nor the worst. Idk. I'm not suprised if i'm not selected but i hope they would see my potential. I write such depressive poetry. Even though i live in escapistic pop world all the time i would say the artists that inspire my writing are Ethel Cain and Yeule. 

I think the only way to defeat my reading slump is to reread 2ha. I wanted to wait until all volumes have been officially published in English and right now it's only missing 3 volumes so prob at the end of the year it will be finished. I miss ranwan and i haven't updated my fics in maybe 2 years? No other ship has been so emotional for me.

Some plans for watclist:
  1. Pit Babe S2 (EP01 out, prob watching tonight)
  2. Rose of Versailles anime film (netflix)
  3. Love in the big city
  4. Friendly Rivalry 

I'm alive

Apr. 26th, 2025 05:39 pm
haitangkitty: (saki)
 I haven't been here for a while because my computer broke down and i currently can't afford a new one... i have to wait a few weeks.

Anyway i've been getting more into Enhypen and i livestreamed both thelr Coachella performances. They were amazing! I'm excited for their June comeback which is also vampire themed!

I also livestreamed day 2 of Le sserafim's concert in Incheon! It was amazing! The girls are so talented and charismatic. Yunjin gave a really emotional speech at the end of the concert. The girls have really been through a lot but they came back stronger. They inspire me so much<3

Some new songs i've enjoyed:
  • The Deep - Angel Tattoo
  • PinkPantheress - Stateside
  • Megan thee stallion - Whenever
  • MARINA - CUNTISSIMO 
  • Chuu - Kiss a Kitty 
  • umru,underscores - Poplife
  • kuraisekai - Insane Love Story
  • BABYMETAL ft.Poppy - From me to u 
Other artists i've listened more lately: horsegiirL, Shygirl, Röyksopp,Robin, Bree Runaway, Tove Lo.

Today i started watching Korea's first lesbian dating reality ToGetHer. There are currently two episodes up on HiTv. I've enjoyed it and will definetely follow the whole show.

haitangkitty: (pinkpanheress)
New music releases today i'm excited about!


Enhypen
released a new English single! It's groovy and flirtatious, i love the high notes!

I also watched EN-DRAMA, a literal y/n high school drama. It's so silly but i liked it. Enhypen is really the y/n group. I'm used to groups having more m/m fanfiction but Enhypen seems to be very girlfriend ship fandom, i'm not against that it's just different.

I've been getting into their vampire lore. The concept videos for the albums are so beautiful. I was excited to hear they have multiple manwhas, i'm gonna check them out.

I've been reading this vampire jazz bar 50's fic where all the members want Sunoo lmao but it's well written! I love the concept because it reminds me of the tv series Interview with the Vampire, which i absolutely love.
Next i really wanna read a jakehoon vampire fic i just have to find the right one.
Some day i'm gonna write my own fics for the fandom but first i want to finish my hyunlix fic.
I also yesterday wrote a Jinx(manwha) fic! The title is from 2hollis who i recently discovered and i'm obsessed(he's a vampire to me too because he looks like young Lestat). He also he released a new album "star" today.

And now my babygirl, my pookie: PinkPantheress<3


Another artist who hasn't released a single bad song. i love this. the mv has really bridgeton vibes. i found her during covid on tiktok and i have to say even though her songs have gone viral multiple times she is still kinda underrated. she's also a kpop stan and has a really nice vibe.


I'm going to a j-core/hyperpop club tonight! I'm excited because i haven't been gone clubbing in a while.

haitangkitty: (charli)



This month especially listened to a lot of different artists. I feel so much more inspired.
alt-pop, electropop, hyperpop, shoegaze, ambient, experimental...
  • Namasenda - Unlimited Ammo
  • Hannah Diamond - Perfect Picture, Reflections
  • Yeule - softscars, Glitchprincess + new singles (refound them when they did soundtrack for “I Saw the TV Glow”, absolutely love their music, theyre dropping a new album next month, cyber horror landscape right up my alley, lyrics really do resonate with me)
  • Ichiko Aoba - Luminecent creatures (nighttime album! i cant belive im seeing her live)
  • Marie Davidson - City of Clowns
  • Blurred City Lights - Utopia, Dystopia, tenshi no inai machide
  • Seda Bodega - Romeo, Dennis
  • Erika de Casier - Essentials, Still (i love it, i also found out she composed and wrote Super Shy!!)
  • Pearly Drops - Call for Help
  • Japanese Breakfast - For Melancholy Brunettes (&sad women)
  • Lust for youth - All Worlds
  • Machine Girl - Wlfgrl (why did i only now found it im obsessed)
  • Yves Tumor - Safe in the Hands of Love
  • Japanese ambient: Hiroshi Yoshimura, Susumu Yokota (nighttime albums as well)
  • Eartheater ft. Shygirl - Dolphin, Shark Brain
  • Jackson Wang - GBAD
Lot on repeat: Gaga’s Mayhem, David Bowie, txt and enhypen discographies, hot by le sserafim, britpop and new oklou

new skz mixtape: i was suprised that there was a new release so sudden… there wasnt enough hype to build around the songs, i gotta say escape and cinema were the only ones i liked, but i do hope that hop solos stay in the europe tour bc i like all of those solos… but escape mv will live with me for a long time it was so homoerotic i obviously loved it

honestly i feel so much like myself now that i listen to more than just pop music, its been a way to distract me, someone said online that when theyre having a breakdown they dont listen to sad music but some horrible hit song over and over again and thats basically me the last 10 years (okay i do genuinely enjoy pop music but i gotta say nct127 got me through covid thats one of the reasons i cant listen to them anymore that much...reminds of my long covid mental breakdown walks when i used to replay the same songs)
Talking about nct127 i listened to Ten’s new album “Stunner”. He was my nct127 bias i remember i used to listen to his first single “Dream in a dream”. i love the new album! very fresh!
Also talking about covid i finally watched the Charli XCX covid era documentary “Charli XCX: Alone Together”. Found her during Vroom Vroom from tumblr gays around 2016. Throwback to covid times, still think about it even though it was 5 years ago because it changed my life permanently for the worse (i became a neet). The doc follows her creative process how she makes an album in 5 weeks. I'm also working on a few creative projects right now so it's inspiring.

I missed TXT Europe tour bc im too broke :( but i watched the Berlin concert live on tiktok lmao it was fun. Beomguy’s solo “Panic” is very beautiful. I'm thinking about buying a ticket for SMTOWN London i have enough time to save money! Would probably be my only chance seeing Red Velvet(partly) and WayV live!

Probably my favorite playlist atm somehow encapsulates my music taste rn (hyperop-kpop-j-core-experimental):



haitangkitty: (brat)

Lexiu Liu dropped a new banger! A very self-aware pop girl anthem. I looove the MV!
Fame and insecurities in the digital age, i need to find more songs like this.

haitangkitty: (sakii)

Le sserafim - HOT

Lot of great new pop releases lately! They're saying recession pop is back. When the times get worse the music gets better?
These are the albums I've listened this week(not in a particular order):

Seulgi - Accidentally on Purpose
The visuals are great although it's not a dark concept like her first album "28 reasons", which is one of my favorite albums ever. Unfortunately I had higher hopes for "Baby not Baby". The rest of the album is classical Red Velvet style rnb which I of course love. Favorite song: Whatever

Le sserafim - HOT
Loved this album! It's both groovy and emotional. Completely new vibe but their core message about inner strenght is the same.
Ash is a masterpiece, it made me cry. All the songs stand out strongly on their own. It's crazy how they're about the same things I've been writing about: transformation, self-destruction, loving something so much it burns, desire that is destructive, rebirth. Album really resonated with me and I feel like it was made for me.

Jennie - Ruby
It girl music truly. A very confident, cool, and coherent album. "Like Jennie" and "ExtraL" are on constant repeat. I understand why it's popular but I feel like i'm not the target audience.

Lisa - Alter Ego
I really liked the pre-releases New Woman ft. Rosalia and Born Again ft. Raye and Doja Cat. The album does match Lisa's vibe really well: energetic, international, confident, sexy. I was excited for the Megan thee Stallion collab("Rapunzel") but i just couldn't get into a song about flexing how much money they have. And the album has that sort of vibe overall. It's unfortunate because I was excited for this album.

Rebecca Black - Salvation
She is already an internet legend for "Friday". Niche group of gays have been telling she makes great music and that she's a great DJ. So I decided to check her new album and really liked it. It's a very citrusy album. I've been into hyperpop lately so it's a perfect album for me. "Sugar Water Cyanide" is a bop!

Olly Alexander - Polari
I've listened to the band he was part of(Years&Years) before. His performance in the series "It's A Sin" was amazing, so I got intrested in his solo career. The title "Polari" refers to a secret gay slang that was used in the UK. The album is really groovy, it has that 80's vibe, which I love!

Lady Gaga - Mayhem
I can't believe the old Gaga is back. Although I really liked Art Pop and Chromatica but they're unfortunately underrated. I'm not a super fan but I've always liked her music. Abracadabra is so catchy it's one of the best pop songs i've heard in a while. This album lives up to the hype. It's simply a great pop album. Killah might be my favorite it reminds me of a David Bowie song


Singles (i love both of these artists very much:)
f5ve - Magic Clock (perfect spring song! their album drops 5.5.25 and i pre-ordered the vinyl and some merch<3)
The Deep - Make Up (super cute gyaru themed MV!)
haitangkitty: (taemin2)
I saw Taemin live yesterday.... wow what an experience.
I had a vip pit ticket but I had been sick for few days so I kind of regretted it because I didn't have much energy to stand. The previous days I had also been doomscrolling and thinking about politics and fascism and all that. But luckily the concert ended up being so amazing I completely forgot about my discomfort.

Taemin is truly an amazing artist. He got emotional several times during the concert and so did I.

I still can't believe I saw him close with my own eyes! It felt so unreal that I'm still processing the concert. I actually couldn't sleep after the concert because I was so overwhelmed.

I listened to Taemin and SHINee a lot during covid when I was really sad and isolated.
I've talked earlier on my blog about combatting depression and the feelings of indifference and meaningless that comes with it. Having an emotional experiece always feels so groundbreaking to me. I feel so grateful. I can't believe I'm alive.
haitangkitty: (heeseung xo)




Favorite albums this month: Voice Actor,Squu - Lust1, Oklou - choke enough, Hyukoh, Sunset Boulevard - AAA, Eartheater - Powders

By new music I don't only mean new releases but exploring artists new to me. I've been looking into what's popular with the gays on xhs and going through playlists on Spotify. I really like all genres but I guess I've been more into experimental pop lately.

Some new artist I've mostly listened this month: Hyukoh, Sunset boulevard, the Marias, Eartheater, Seda Bodega, Oklou, Voice Actor, Nala Sinephro

I started doing the 20 albums that have influenced me challenge on Bluesky. I've been going through my old favorites. I've been listening lot of dreampop and shoegaze again. I realized that I can't listen to Tame Impala or the Arctic Monkeys anymore, they remind me too much of my teenage angst.

This month's theme for me is nostalgia.
I've been thinking and writing a lot about my teenage years. Lot of those albums have been very inspirational and emotional experiences. I had a more diverse music taste back then. What have I listened to in my 20's? Pop mostly, and Lana Del Rey and Mitski... I do love their music but I have listened to the same songs a thousand times. Listening to A.G.Cook has really scratched my brain in the right way so I 've been listening to artists from his label PC Music.

These past few months I've gotten into the habit of listening to Wave to Earth before going to sleep. I've listened to their discography so many times I thought I need to find new music so I don't get bored of them. They are also touring in Europe in few months and I'd love to go but I'm not sure If I can afford it, the tickets are cheap but flight tickets are nowadays so expensive.

Vangelis and Jean-Michel Jarre were also on my top 20 albums, so I searched for more ambient/cinematic/synth/classical electro artists. I have a new playlist perfect for sleeping and writing my scifi story.
 

Kpop: I said I won't tune in with any new groups since there are members born in 2010 and I can't process that. But ofc I had to check out their debut songs:

KiiiKiii: marketing/visuals/graphic design right up my alley, they do stand out, but their two released songs didn’t live up to the hype of the visuals

hearts2hearts: i found out FLO produced their debut song “The Chase”, so i had to check it out, it wasn't the strongest debut song but i did like it. SM girl groups are elite so i'm sure i will end up listening to them when they drop more music.

I doubt I will become a fan of either one but it’s exciting to check out new concepts. MEOVV is the only new 5th gen girl group I’m invested in.
 

I liked Jennie's collab song with Doechii, they unexceptedly matched each other really well on their song "ExtraL".
My kpop prediction for 2025 came true: Tyla is collabing with a kpop artist: Lisa! (Megan thee Stallion also!). My 13yo cousin is a big BP fan so it's fun to watch her being excited about their success.

But my most listened artists this month were actually TXT and &team, i feel like the same with Enhypen and Newjeans their songs are really chill and replayable. Hybe knows what they're doing.

I'm seeing Taemin live next week! I'm super excited especially because I got a VIP ticket! I'm going there alone but the day before I'm meeting with some shawols for kbbq so I'm excited to get to know other fans as well :) I remember seeing Taemin's Drip Drop MV when it dropped in... 2016(that was 9 years ago and not 5 years ago?) and being super impressed by him. I obviously had listened to SHINee before but I wasn't a fan like I was with EXO. I actually started dance lessons again because i really got into Taemin and SHINee (but then dance classes were cancelled bc of covid ;_; but i recently started again!)
haitangkitty: (kkurochet)
This week I hardly used tiktok and instead focused on my own projects. I've been doing a lot of writing and researching. I feel like I'm getting my creative groove back slowly.

I also started watching a few series:

Call Me by No Name (GL)
Japanese, 7+ episodes (airing), Gagaoolala

I've liked every Japanese GL I've watched. Overall j-dramas usually have that delicate and angsty slice-of-life vibe I really like. So this was obviously my first on the watchlist when I heard there was a new Japanese GL. The relationship in this drama has the tropes of first love and moving in together immediately. It's obsessive, weird, mysterious. I really like it. I think I will post a full review once the season is finished.

XO, Kitty
American, 2 seasons, Netflix


Perfect series for a kpop fan. I didn't know this was part of the To All The Boys I've Loved Before - world.
I haven't watched an American teen show for a long time(I think Never have I ever is the last one), but nowadays they're more diverse and have more interesting concepts I can relive my teenage years while watching them :D I watch so much serious and dark stuff I had been looking for something fun to watch for a long time and this was a perfect series for it. I felt like a teengirl watching this series it's so cute. This was the first series I've bingewatched for a long time.


Ofc I have thousand other series on my watchlist. There's so many new Thai GLs, I haven't even checked the new Freenbecky series and film yet... or Petrichor. I think next I'm gonna finish the BL  the Heart Killers since I've already watched half of it and it's really entertaining.

From Thai GL's i'm definitely gonna tune into the mafia(The Dragon House) and prison(Clairbell) ones. They are my favorite BL genres as well, and I loved Orange is the new black and mafia films. They are such masculine genres I'm really excited that there are women-centric versions as well.

Next I'm gonna start watching S2 of Fragrance of the First Flower (Taiwanese GL). I really liked the first season.

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I also started watching another survival show: &AUDITION where &TEAM was formed. I'm so glad some people who were eliminated on i-land were able to debut on this team. The survival show is not as brutal and the style of it is a bit different, more like a documentary, I think it's primarly made for a Japanese audience. I've been listening to &team discography for the past few weeks and really enjoy their music. I still don't have a bias but at the moment I'm most drawn to Harua because he is so cute.


On Kpop news, I'm really excited for Le sserafim's and Seulgi's combacks next month!

The trailer for Le sserafim's HOT is amazing I got emotional watching it:

I'm so obsessed with Chaewon's outfit she looks so cool and sexy😳


Hyunjin was live on ig yesterday and showed his very aesthetic room.
This is the vibe I want in my life:




I only recently found out about Fandom Trumps Hate. I'm not participating as a writer (i can barely write my own fics), but there are many kpop ships i'm thinking about bidding on. The money goes to charities and i feel like this is something really important that is needed now.

XO

Feb. 14th, 2025 02:39 pm
haitangkitty: (heeseung closeup)
Happy Valentine's Day everyone!

 My plan for today is to check out the new Japanese GL Call Me By No Name on Gagaoolala. Maybe I'll watch a freaky film too we'll see. There's also a new South-Korean GL called Friendly Rivalry that's going viral now, I will check it later. I'm so slow to watch tv series nowadays. I still haven't finished the Heart Killers, which ended recently.

I have no date for Valentine's but gladly I have kpop :D Stray Kids are doing a fanmeeting and they're performing each other's solos. I'm excited to see who covered who. Also Hyunjin has a pink buzzcut now like I manifested<3

This past week I have few covers I came across that I've been thinking about all the time:

I'm not even a fan of the Weekend but I've been replaying this song every day the past week. Heeseung's performance is amazing.

XG solo performances on their tour in Japan are going viral on tiktok, especially Jurin's sexy solo of Gwen Stefani's Luxurious. I unfortunately missed their tour in Europe because I was saving money. I think they performed a Destiny's Child cover here. I really feel like this year XG is going to be really big. Coachella is gonna bring more fans. They are incredibly talented and have a very unique style that I love.

Some new pop songs i've liked:
  • Abracadabra by Lady Gaga (old Gaga is back, i love it!)
  • High Fashion by Addison Rae
  • Born Again by Lisa, Doja Cat & Raye
  • DISCO by Nessa Barrett & Tommy Genesis
  • last night i dreamt i fell in love by Alok&Kylie Minogue



haitangkitty: (helter skelter)

Babygirl (2024) dir. Halina Reijn


I really liked this film. It was not as freaky as people on tiktok made it seem like(I promise I will delete that damn app. I thought Fifty Shades made BDSM popular but lot of people didn't understand d/s relationship in this film but found it funny). Who has the power: sub female ceo or dom male intern? It's an interesting character and relationship study. Like in good freaky films the kinksters are actually weird people which I loooove (two weirdos matching each other's freak is always romantic to me). Exploration of the human psyche, danger, limit, mystery and desire. Like the male character described their relationship he saw them as two children playing.

While watching the film I was sure it was directed by a woman and I was right. It just has that vibe.

Some criticism of the film is that yet again it portrays woman as the submissive one. But that is the truth in the bdsm scene most women are subs and men are doms. Why is that so I won't get into but I have no desire to judge other people's desires.

Nicole Kidman was perfect for the role. I've always liked her films. She has that intensity I really like.




haitangkitty: (hyunlix)

YAYYYY!!!

After a year of not writing my fics and over half a year of not writing anything I got back to writing!
I knew the day I get my groove back would come eventually.
I didn't update my unfinished 2ha fics(YET! I will get back to them but I think I want to read the official English translation first)
I started writing a Stray Kids fic: my comfort friends to lovers ship hyunlix.
I don't know how many chapters it will be yet but I think it there won't be too many. I actually have another hyunlix fic in mind.




my babies<3
haitangkitty: (irene)

I forgot to post this on December.
I watched a few queer films at the end of the year so I decided to do a little review of them:


No hard feelings(2020) dir. Faraz Shariat

The story of a German-Iranian gay man working at a refugee center, where he meets two Iranian asylum seekers. I don't see a lot of European queer poc stories so this was a pleasant and relatable watching experience although the story does not deal with easy topics. Still, it's not a dark film but more so realistic with beautiful moments. It's really about family, friendship, love, and community.

Death in Venice(1971) dir. Luchino Visconti

 TW: Pedophilia

Read more... )


 

 A Song Sung Blue(2023) dir. Zhan Geng


A beautiful and delicate film about a teenage girl who has a crush on an older girl who has difficult relationships with men. I've seen a bunch of one-sided lesbian films before but I would say this might be the best one. I really loved the cinematography and I feel like the film portrayed the desperation of youth very well.

haitangkitty: (heeseung)

Favorite new album of the month: Imaginal Disk by Magdalena Bay


Inspired by last year's Spotify wrapped I've decided to find more new music to listen to. I posted earlier this month about some of the new music I've been into lately.

  • This month I've listened to a lot of Charli-adjacent music (brat is still on repeat every week): Magdalena Bay, Japanese House, Caroline Polacheck, A.G cook.
  • Thanks to tiktok I found Lexie Liu!
  • Rap: Tyler the creator, Megan thee stallion, and Doechii new albums. All really good
  • New genres: Detroit House and Korean RnB
  • I finally got Irene’s debut album i ordered few months ago. The visuals are one of the best I’ve seen(like with Red Velvet always). It’s a comfort album about growth and personal discovery and self-love. I’m very much aligned with the album. I’ve been also listening more to Red Velvet again and remembered why they’re my number one girl group forever. I’m excited for Red Velvet 10th anniversary concert film next month and also for Seulgi’s 2nd solo album!
  • I also listened to Ethel Cain's and FKA twigs' new albums and reviewed them


I really liked No Doubt MV! I feel like I've seen more office themed mvs lately(Eusexua and Viola) but I really like it and actually office romance is one of my favorite genres :D
  • I really got into ENHYPEN this month.Although I absolutely cannot afford to have other groups to stan so I try to stay a casual fan. But I ended up watching their survival show I-land (i will post about it later). I really like the romantic vampire concept and the members seem really sweet.
  • I also recently found(ahem tiktok) new j-pop group &team which is also under HYBE and many of the contestants were in i-land.
  • Honorable new song mentions:
  • Kim Wan-Sun & Seulgi - Lucky
  • Min Jiwoon - Sentimental Love
  • IVE - Rebel Hearts
Another MV I really liked:

It's a simple MV but I really love the found footage + online aesthetics. A.G. Cook produced this song! I played UFO a lot during last October when it dropped. I watched a lot of horror films and so the song reminds me of those and that's why I feel like the horror theme of the remix mv is perfect. I've been obsessed with f5ve since last summer when Underground dropped. I feel like I'm their perfect target audience because I like kpop,jpop and hyperpop (+ I'm gay and chronically online like their very active social media manager on twitter who divides opinions). I really look forward to them releasing an album and hopefully touring in Europe.

haitangkitty: (hyunjin headphones)


So I finished few times of listening to FKA twigs' 3rd studio album "Eusexua"  inspired by the Prague rave scene.

“Eusexua is a state of being. A feeling of momentary transcendence often evoked by art, music, sex, and unity. Eusexua can be followed by a state of bliss and feelings of limitless possibility”

FKA twigs has teased her new album since last autumn and pre-released the title song "Eusexua", "Perfect Stranger", and "Drums of Death".

All the songs on the album have their distinctive own vibe. FKA twig's style hasn't completely changed. Her voice is so beautiful and trancendental. My favorite song is probably "Drums of Death". "Girl Feels Good" reminds me of Madonna's Ray of Light, but the lyrics weren't to my taste."Childlike Things" is a fun song although I was first hesitant by the fact that the Kardashian daughter North West was featured in the song. 

But unfortunately the album was not as experimental as I thought. It actually is the most easily listenable album of hers I think. It was not as techno inspired as was marketed. I have to say I was a little dissapointed. I was promised raves, dark rooms, freedom, euphoria, - and that's what the visuals and lyrics were about but the feeling didn't quite reach me. I wonder if it's because I'm too desensitized and can't feel myself be as open and vulnerable as she is in her lyrics. There is kinkiness like in "24hr dog" but it's so sensual it isn't really my style. Or maybe it's because I'm not a bottom. Maybe I just haven't reached Eusexua? I don't know.

I don't mean that I don't like it - I do, but it didn't live up to my high expectations. I will definetely come back to this album.
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I listened this during night laying on my bed with headphones on. Just focusing on listening. It was a full ride.
It was uneasy and scary all through. This album had the vibes of "Ptolemaea" from her previous album. Deeper into darkness.
Most importantly this album made me FEEL. It got me inspired to work on my hurt/comfort fics, the tense and release of horror is present in this album.

It's not as easily digestable as her previous album Preacher's Daughter, the songs are longer, and it's impossible to make these songs to a tiktok viral. It's not background music. The listening experience was similar to when I listened to Pink Floyd's long songs, instrumentals and got transported into another world.

I will definetely listen to this album again when writing and look more into the lyrics.

Fannish 50

Jan. 14th, 2025 07:57 pm
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I decided to join the Fannish 50 challenge.

These are the different types of blog posts I was thinking about making:
  • Revisiting old (favorite) films, books, and series
I haven't rewatched my favorite works for a long time and I want to do that more in 2025. I've been feeling nostalgic and rethinking about my past a lot and I'm working on a fic around teenage first love so I think my old favorite films will motivate me.
  • Reading diary for longer mangas: For now Nana and Kaze to Ki No Uta
I think this challenge will motivate me to read more because I haven't read manga for a while especially longer series. Also both of those mangas have been in my tbr for a long time.
  • Manga vs Film series
I want to compare the adaptation to the original. I have several works in mind.


I think the challenge will motivate me to use this site more and I think I might join some other challenges as well. I feel too tired and old for other social media and I really love this platform so I want to use it more.

New Music

Jan. 11th, 2025 04:07 pm
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Few new songs dropped yesterday I was waiting for and neither of them dissapointed me:


This song is such a bop! It has been on repeat. I really like it i just wished there would have been a music video. I've been getting more into ENHYPEN and their romantic vampire concept and I feel like even though this is a feature the song fits them well.

 
A very calm and comforting existential song. I really liked it. Yunjin is so talented and I'm happy we are able to see her own personal creativity as well.

Le sserafim's CRAZY is still trending! I lived in a kpop bubble i hadn't realized it had gone viral outside kpop fans as well. My brother found out about the song because it was going viral with some gamer boys :D He also got into Bigbang because he really liked Squid Game S2 (I still haven't watched it, first season was stressful enought). I've been watching the K-drama Mr. Plankton and I've really enjoyed it so far. I will post a review when I've finished it.

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